humiliation

please be my hideous, my darkest, you must
please try to be as loathful, as gross as my thoughts
do not clean my body, i want to get dirty with your touch
be out of control, spit on me, i need it, desire so much

why won't you want to burn your fag on my arms
why won't you, why won't, look at me, it harms
why won't you want to cough so loud on my face
why won't you, why won't, look at me, it's not disgrace

your pretty hands, the prettiest i've ever felt
can i please rub your skin, cut it off and melt
i want it on my fingers, my thumbs, everyone will see
and you'll be so loathful, remember, just for me

why won't you want to burn your fag on my arms
why won't you, why won't, look at me, it harms
why won't you want to cough so loud on my face
why won't you, why won't, look at me, it's not disgrace